There have been times in
my life...and this is one of them...when I have wondered at what people think
is important. More importantly, what is important to God.
I remember
distinctly at the age of five and again at seven that God had placed a
call on my life to serve Him in some specific was. As a young boy, I
attended a Southern Baptist church in Baytown, TX. I remembered an emphasis on
missions there and thought God might want me to become a missionary.
At the age of 19 in 1970,
I surrendered my life to Jesus' Lordship. I was a part of an
interdenominational coffee-house outreach ministry to the University of Texas
campus in Austin, TX. The sense of call grew and I thought I'd go to seminary
and come back to pastor there in that context.
There was a thing that
happened in that intentional Christian community still makes my blood
run cold. God was blessing. We had the place filled with seekers both Friday
and Saturday evenings for our coffee-house. Music and sharing and life-on-life
witnessing to the reality of Jesus Christ was electric. People were coming to
faith and we had Sunday afternoon discipleship and Bible classes attended by
over a hundred people. It would be followed by worship, teaching and prayer.
Signs and wonders were happening. We saw people healed and delivered from
demonic oppression. Lives were being changed.
Then it happened, at a
elders meeting someone commented that we were doing all the things a church
(institution) does. All of a sudden the question was asked, "Well...what
kind of church should we become?" I remember speaking up, almost
shouting, "NO!!! We ARE the church! We just need to keep following the
Lord and being obedient to the Holy Spirit. This is a distraction from the
mission Jesus has called us to follow Him in!!!" I wasn't heard
and there was a drifting from the focus which was meeting people, engaging them
where they were, sharing and living the Gospel winsomely and
authentically so they came to know and follow Jesus as well.
What is important to the
Lord? Is it robes or liturgy? Is it pomp and structures? Is it fancy names and
the need for others to affirm us as membership-holders in a specific part of
Christ's Body, the Church? Is it hymns and a pipe organ, praise songs led by a
rock band with music lyrics projected up on a wall, is it numbers and
programs?
Is it processions, altars
and accoutrements, coffee-houses, ware-houses, tents, bricks and mortar,
pews or folding chairs, banners or bare walls?
In themselves, none of
those things is wrong, but neither are they authenticators of what it
means to truly follow Jesus. Our human tendency is to drift, over time
because of fashion or trend, so that main thing stops being the main
thing. Going back in history to utilize an earlier form does not guarantee a
"better product". A heart changed by the Holy Spirit,
however, does.
Is what I am doing
clearly leading a person to be engaged by Jesus, or am I unintentionally
putting obstacles in their way. Have I unwittingly filled the
"Walk-Way" with things I have become enamored with
but which could somehow potentially obscure a clear vision of who
Jesus Christ is?
I am an Anglican Priest,
but that, dear ones is NOT the main thing. The main thing is being a follower
of Jesus Christ. The main thing is being led by the Holy Spirit to cooperate
with Jesus to do what HE is doing and to say what HE is saying regardless of
whether some Anglican prelate somewhere acknowledges me as legit. I am a man
under authority, hear me clearly.
But I want to make sure
that when people hear of us, they first hear that we are followers of Jesus
Christ, that we love what God loves and are committed to Him and the glory of
His name above all else. History shows me that what was a move of the Holy
Spirit in the past can quickly become institutionalized. That is Satan's work.
Since he can't stop a move of the Holy Spirit, he tries to institutionalize it,
formalize it, and circumscribe it so it becomes subtly led by form or
title or structure with little need for the Holy Spirit at all. Religion
carries its own inertia!
In Jesus day it was
illegal for the Hebrews to charge interest on financial loans made to
their fellow Jews. They thus found a way to subvert the Law by charging
interest on commodities like oil and wheat. Interest was 100% on oil as it
could be diluted and 20% on wheat. What had become important was not the honor
of God's name, but making a profit. Their focus had subtly switched from
finding their security in God to finding it in profit.
Jesus says in the Gospel
this Sunday (Luke 16:1-13) that we need to be using our money for that which is
lasting. The swindling steward was not rewarded for his dishonest dealings with
his master’s goods. What he did when he knew he would be out of a job is that
he cancelled the "interest" he was supposed to charge on behalf of
his master. In so doing he made his master seem "righteous" in the
eyes of his customers and he also made other beholden to him.
Jesus makes a stinging
statement in the Gospel that the children of this age are shrewder in their
dealings with the world around them than the children of light. Those who
belong to the world operate on worldly principles that tend to selfishness and
self-protection. The children of light, those who belong to Jesus, need to be
living from God's perspective, not mans.
Who is our master? We can
serve only one. The Pharisees, who had impeccable work ethics, loved their
money. They had subtly switched their allegiance from dependence upon
God with a grateful heart for His giving them the ability to provide for
themselves and their families to money itself. It is subtle. One I am in
submission to and the other I control. Money was their master.
There are other masters
out there clamoring for our allegiance. People's approval and validation of us
can be so important that we will do spiritual gymnastics and tie ourselves in
religious knots to try and prove that we are legitimately a part of the
denominational "club". Is my security and confidence in mission and
ministry grounded in Jesus or in being a "member in good standing"
with a certain denominational context? What motivates me? Who is my master?
Being faithful in little
things trains our hearts to be faithful in big things. Honesty in small things
trains our hearts to be honest in big things. Jesus made it clear that
God's law was not up for grabs, not subject to being morphed by culture or
human engineering. The main thing will always be the main thing.
We are God's children.
Our reliance on Him is all things as our Eternal, Everlasting,
Almighty Father is to saturate our lives so that His will supersedes all other
"wills". The honor of His Name is paramount. When we live with
Jesus Christ as our Master, we will not compromise our hearts. If how I
represent myself as a follower of Jesus is not clear, then people watching me
may not merely stray from the truth, but become the prey of an ancient
adversary whose intent it to keep them cut out of the herd...the flock of
God.
We steward these lives.
They have been given to us by God. It all belongs to Him: time, relationships,
money reputation, abilities, choices, etc. We belong to Him. He
given us a life to live.
He has given us innate gifts and abilities. In this new life, He
has by the Holy Spirit, also given us supernatural gifts and
abilities that we might follow Jesus and continue to do His ministry His
way.
Who is our Master?
How we answer that question will mean either life in all its fullness or
continued brokenness simply overlaid with religiosity...people seeing Jesus or
people wandering, spiritually lost in the fog.